Main OT = ADD I think I polished the intro.... Intro. The pull of a trigger always gives me a form of redemption given it sexually, financially, or vengefully (all of the above as you will soon realize). It and always will give me a reason to exist in this shell that I have self-imposed. My haunt is a reminder named Kira. You either hate it or love the power of a kill. I for one have grown to enjoy the ability of turning one’s life out with a call and a resultant financial reward. What did life give me back anyway? The answer was a broken heart twice over with nothing to show but a framed picture of what was and what can never be again. How the fuck am I supposed to feel? Please tell me. I’ve been betrayed by two Devils in particular. To think I regarded them as human organisms. I’m never going back to such a feeling of abandonment of such creatures that I’ve bared upon. The righteous life is not for me. Kira let me know so. Nameless Once I realized I could never give back to society in a productive way I pondered other options. As a broken-hearten youth in pain of being dropped by Jodie. In my mere youth I realized that as much I give I will always get very much little in return. She made me believe. The reason is there is always a better option at the moment. Do you know how to be stepped on? Do you?