I'm still in shock I guess. I was a wreck when I found out yesterday night, but now I'm kind of calm almost anticipating for the reality to kick in and I'm afraid once that happens that my life will spiral down. I've been surrounded by my family and friends, but I know that I will have to be alone at times which scares me. My mom was very sick...as some of you might have known from the past threads I made in here. I guess the reason of this post is to say that life is too short to worry about things. People worry too much about money, relationships, work, etc. I know I've stressed over all these things, but now I realize that life comes at you too fast.