A while ago, I spiralled downwards, I made myself believe my life sucked. I convinced myself that I could not succeed at anything. I believed myself, I believed in my own lies. Until I hit the ground, from there I looked up. I realized what had happened, I saw my own truth. That is when I decided to change things. As adviced by a person from the asylum. Whenever my mind told me I could not do something, I just told it to shut up. Then I tried. Somethings I did fail, but I succeeded at more things. This made a big change in my life, where I no longer opressed myself. Right now, I feel I can do anything. I used to have social anxiety, now I no longer fear other people. I realize now that whatever I do. Some people will like me, while other people will not like me. So instead of trying to please everyone, I now focus on being me. Instead of pretending to be everyone's friend, I am now my own friend. So now more people react positively towards me, I now socialize with people. I used to never smile. Now some people refer to me as the person that smiles all the time. I can't help it, I'm just really happy about my current situation. I used to look in the mirror, and be depressed at the chubby image I saw there. Now I look in the mirror, and I see a good looking man.(Sure I could lose a few, but it does not bother me.) The person I can thank for my change, is AO. Thank you for opening my eyes. Thank you for helping me change. Also, thank you Asylum. For existing.