MY life really sucks right now (need help fast) well let me start off with saying that higns went downhill once the girl I absolutely LOVED dumped me, because her parents didn't agree to her going out with people. I miss her so mcuh everyday, and even though it's been like 7 months since we broke up, i still can't forget her. On sunday the 16th of Jan, will be exactly a year since I met her for the frist time. IT's going to be an emotional week for me. Plus on top of this, I have been put on Academic Warning because I messed up the first semester cos I had issues, and had to go to help. My parents don't know about the academic warning part, and if i explain to them why i suckedat school they won't understand trust me. I tried moving on with this other girl, and things were going great until new years...at about 3 in the morning we were haning out and one of her guy friends came, she got drunk and high and ended up liking kissing and making out with him 5 feet in front of me. I ended it that day, she still ahs my stuff on her profile and sad away messages, i've tried to tlak to her but she has never responded, but keeps putting that stuff on. All of this has made me realize how much I miss the girl I loved and miss, she blocked me earlier this year, not because she was mad, but becasue it was painful to talk to me...I hope that's it. I just don't know what to do, death at the edge of a knife looks highly entertaining but i won't do that, i won't do that cos i have a little brother at home with would be devasted... Oh yea and to add to this, some of my family members died in the tsunamis in sri lanka. THis sucks, i just need someone to talk to sorry i know im complaining, someone please help me.