I audited physics, im failing american history with no way to bring my grade back up, my roomates and "friends" hate me, why i dont know, i want to change my major but my parents dont approve because they like like the sound of their son being a pilot so they can tell all there friends. I have no direction, no idea where im going and what I want to do.I serously cant find anything good about my life right now. Im really depressed and all i want to do is go home over the break and go to the fire house, not my home, but the fire house. I just need some kind of escape. Something to get me away so i wont have to deal with this shit for a while. Why the fuck do i feel so depressed, i just want it to stop.