My grandmother just died of a massive stroke. She was an amazing person, had spiked gray hair, and wore bright pink lipstick. She was a real character and had many many friends. She was seventy but was in very very good health. They have no idea why she got a clot all of a sudden. This comes out of the blue. She and I are very close. I guess I am lucky that I am 23 and have never lost someone I loved so much, but its traumatic. I find myself breaking down at random times for no apparent reason.