Just wanted to type out my feelings and what happened, hopefully someone will take the time to read it. So things haven't been the greatest lately, no arguments or anything like that but I just didn't feel like we were as "close" as we used to be, just subtle little things started to bother me and i finally had to bring it up. In the end she said that she isn't happy with me like she used to be and that its nothing i've done and that there is no one else, she just feels like she needs to be alone. She told me that she thought the only reason we were staying together was because we have been together for so long. The part that is the hardest for me to understand though is she can't give me any type of reason of why she isn't as happy anymore. My feelings are that if we talked through things that we could both forth some effort and be able to work through the hard time. To me three years is a long time to just walk away from and not try and fix things. Her response though is there is nothing to be fixed. So now, I'm trying my hardest not to contact her and to give her the space that she needs to be alone and think. Hopefully, things will end up working out in the end but at the same time I feel like she just wants to give up. Anyway, I just wanted to get that out of my system, I've lost a lot of my friends around the area since I went away to college and never really gained contact back with many of them since I've graduated. I feel like I don't have anyone to help me through this since my best friend is her. In the end I know I can make it through this but this week is going to be extra hard for me since I have to come home by myself every night. I've finally gotten used to living by myself but I feel like this event is going to make it that much harder on me again since I won't have anyone to talk to. Anyway I just wanted to get all that off my chest.