I still can't stop thinking about her. Even now that school has started back up and I have more stuff to do. I hate this town, it is too small. She lives with her boyfriend on the same main road so I always see them. I feel so insulted that I got left for a dude 8 years older then her divorced, broke and uneducated. I mean does she not understand how odd it is to be with a divorced old dude? They live out in a double wide in hicksville and I want to just beat the shit out of her boyfriend more then anything. Really, I can't take see them driving by me anymore. It is so dumb, they see me and speed up because you can really notice my nice car. I don't want to be behind them all the way so I speed up, then they speed up before you know it we are going 40 over the speed limit. My car is way faster so I put it in 4th and floor it and away I go. I can't even go to certain places anymore because they go there all the time. I could not get a job in a certain area because they would be coming in the store all the damn time and that would not work for me. I can't get away from them and it is driving me insane. My friends run into them and I hear about it. I think about joining the Navy to just get away and out of this town but I can't do that until I get my degree. I mean it would be fucked up of me saying all this shit about them being uneducated and for me not to even get my degree. It hurts more 8 months later then it did when it first happen.