Let me tell you the story. I was involved in a relationship which was ended about 6 months ago and I haven't been the same since. It's a long story but she really fucked me over. (some of you may remember the story from a while back well yall were right about me getting hurt but it wasn't because she went back to her husband it was because she was just a slut) She was the first person I ever completely trusted and it still hurts... She was talking about marriage to me and how her kids were going to be my stepchildren and her kids even called me Daddy before. Anyways we were together for a year or so and she wanted to break it off to "work things out with her husband." The next day I found out she was with another dude.... I fucking believed all this time that she was a really good person who just got caught up in a very bad marriage. But now I know it was her all along and she's just a slut. If I knew she was a slut I never would have loved her and her kids in the first place. Found out afterwards she has slept with over 10 dudes since she's been married. And you know it didn't help that she was my best friend before I was with her and while I was with her. It just made it hurt worse. Also found out recently that she has been talking behind my back telling people how I am a bad influence and not to talk to me. Anyways I have trust issues now and I really do not open up to anybody. Fast forward to now. My bro was talking to this chick and said hey you should give John (me) some he really needs it. She was like ok I would love to do that. How about Wednesday night he can take me home and we can have sex. I said yes. But to tell you the truth I am not attracted to this girl at all and she is a little overweight. (nice tits though) But I am by no means picky. I just never really had meaningless sex. I guess the question I am asking is do yall think I should do it? Do you think it will help me get over some of the issues I have with the married chick?