But to be honest, I'm not sure I 'feel' that different. The past month or so has been pretty bad and was only a matter of time I guess. It got to the point where I wouldn't hear from her for most of the day. I'd send her a message and she would just not answer. Which would lead to me say 'What the hell are you doing that you can't even answer me?' and that would cause a fight and so on. It seemed like I was only there for when it was convenient. It's not like I'm there just to take her to dinner then have her not talk to me for the whole next day practically. I just couldn't really do it anymore.