Here we go, this is going to be lengthy, but hopefully someone can help me out. Lets jump back 6 years, I was a normal kid, summer before 7th grade and my friend asks me if I want to go to New York City for a Yankees game with him and his family and I went. I had an awesome time. The game was on that Friday night and at this point I'm still normal, no issues, lots of friends. We stay at a hotel for the night. The following morning me and my friend went downstairs to get breakfast from the buffet before we left. I ate A LOT, something like 2 bagels, pancakes, and some other stuff. That's where the problem starts, I thought I was going to throw up, I ran to a garbage can, but didn't get sick. I told him I want to go back to the room, so we did. I go into the bathroom and think I'm going to get sick, but never did. I then felt like I had to take the worst #2 ever, and I felt fine after that. I ate on the ride home and was fine. When I got home I felt sick all the time, no appetite. I eventually started eating smaller items, and worked my way up. I don't know why I felt like that afterwards, but I've had to deal with it for the past 6 years. Now during that time I got pretty much over it, I would eat out and it just didn't phase me. Then that winter I got sick when I had a cold and ever since then I've dealt with it. I always feel like shit, always, from the second I wake up, until I go to sleep at night. I haven't eaten out since then, and I don't like to eat before I go anywhere, because in the back of my head I'm terrified of getting sick while driving or at someones house. After I eat I have this pressure right on the back of my throat and my stomach feels like I've over eaten, even if I only drank a glass of water. To make things worse I think I might be dealing with anxiety, but anxiety towards getting sick if that makes sense. When I feel like shit, I get afraid, which causes dry mouth, tightening of the throat and before I've dry heaved just because I was that afraid. The fear comes in attacks, that usually last about a minute, but this pressure i feel, is always with me. Why ? What caused this ? So what I almost thew up in a hotel who cares, life goes on. Why is it bugging me so much ? I've gone to the doctors and the only thing they helped with is procedures to lessen the attacks.