Why am I not allowed to do this now? Ole girl has an issue with me playing with myself. She finds it gross and thinks that she is all that I need to be satisfied, however, whenever I'm ready to be satisfied...she's not always in the mood. So I have to put up with this bullshit. We live together - so I can close the door to our extra bedroom(where our computers are) or go take a shower....regardless, i get the cold shoulder if she finds out that I did anything. Just now she opened the door just to check in on me. It's fucking bullshit. I have a right to release...why the fuck can't she let me jack off and clear my head?