Well guys, like a lot of other people out there lately it seems, I too just broke up with my girlfriend of 3 years just a few days ago. I can't really describe how I feel about it any other way aside from just numbness. We were extremely close, and more or less spent most of our free time together, which I think possibly was one of the reasons our relationship started to flounder in the last 6 months. We had gotten into a fight over some stupid miniscule shit, and she told me she didn't love me anymore, which was a huge blow considering I loved her so much. Anyway, to make a long story short, we ended up staying together after that fight, but over the last 6 months you could tell things just weren't the same. She ended up visitng family in Japan in May, and came back 3 months later in early August. Then out of nowhere she decided she was going to go to a different college that's 6 hours up the road. So basicall she came back from Japan after 3 months, and then just 2 weeks after her return, left again for college. All in all, she instantly became a different person soon as she moved, she started partying all the time, and started calling me less and less. All she would talk to me about was coming up there to buy alcohol for her and her friends Anyway, we finally ended it on Wednesday, and we haven't talked since. I called her yesterday just to see what's up, and all she was concerned about was how we were going to handle our cell bill since its a family plan. So basically after 3 years, she easily flicks me off her shoulder because she "wants to live the college life". I'm not like omg devastated, since I am coping with the fact that she basically wants to whore it up in college, and I don't need that shit in my life anyway. I'm just a little shocked ya know? Even if nobody reads all that, I feel better by just typing it all out.