Hi, I'm Alex I grew up with my sister two years ahead of me in school. She always made excellent grades, I did poorly. I've never lived up to any of her achievements and I've been passionately jealous of her my entire life. Over time, I allowed my jealousy to turn to hate, and that hate has fed on every aspect of my life. I am getting ready to save goodbye to being a teenager, and as I begin the next section of my life, I want to work out this unresolved issue. It's been holding me back and suppressing all the potential I feel trying to come out. In order to truly succeed out here, I must put the past behind me and eliminate the hate that I've allowed to turn me into an angry bitter underachiever. I want to leave the old Alex in my past, so I can move forward with my future. I moved out from Georgia about a year ago, a lot of it had to do with me not wanting to be in the same house with her, because whenever she was around I would find myself getting angry, and I was depressed. Yesterday I got enough money together to buy a Greyhound ticket to Georgia, and I should be there before my (our) birthday. I turned down a temp-to-hire job offer because I'll be traveling to Georgia. I don't think I can explain in a better way why this pilgrimage is more than a trip to Disneyland, but I'm afraid fi I don't, I won't be able to succeed and move forward in my life. I can't keep hating my twin sister, it's not right Do you think it's possible for me to honestly make peace with her, and if I can, do you think it's too late for me to be a positive thinker who kicks ass?