i am going through a very difficult time in my life right now, my gf who i considered my wife of 6 years has left me and has found another man. simply put its more than my heart can take. its been a week now and im not feeling any better infact im feeling worse, since monday ive been very close several times to ending my life as i feel i will never be happy without her. i have tried everything to get my wife back, its all been in vain, i cant sleep i cant eat i dont think things will get better. ive reached out for help to family members and friends but not even that makes me feel better, the more time that goes on, the more i feel like ending my life is the right course of action, i truely feel as thou i dont have anything to life for, my heart is so broken so scarred that i will never be able to love another human being again. i know for a fact, i know myself very well, i know i wont be happy without her, i know there are millions of other people in this world but they all fall short. she was everything i had in life, these might sound like crazy thought to someone loooking in but these are some of the most rational thoughts i ever think ive had. im reaching out in some sorta last attempt, thou i fear it may be in vain, i know i need help, badly. my heart cannot bear the thought of my wife, my life partner being with another man.