How many people take life as an experience lived very briefly? Forever and ever throughout eternity you will never be again. We are human beings. How many people live for money, are paranoid about money? How shameful is that? How do YOU experience what life has to offer? What do you consider important? What do you think about all day? What are you looking for as you age closer and closer to death? Do you know history? What have human being endured in the past? How do their experiences compare to yours? What time period would you think is the best to live in? Do you even know your own mind? Do you have an imagination? I came to a realization that I am not a shallow person. Am I the only one who thinks most people lack heart these days? I want to live, I want to love. When I am 10 seconds away from certain death, I want to say to myself that I had a most wonderful time here in life. That I couldn't have asked for a more beautiful adventure. No erasers, no second chances, just lived because I didn't have much time. What desensitizes us so much? I for one believe that the constant bombardment of advertisements on buses, benches, tv, in magazines, and everywhere else tells us how to live. And that way of living is poor, dry, and needy. Or is this desensitization just a side effect of aging? What would you say was the highlight of your life so far? I may have said that I have never had a girlfriend. I havn't by most peoples ideas of what a girlfriend is. But I have loved girls before in the past. I can't remember much about those times, except that in the end it did cause me pain a few times. Still, the love was what I lived for. What is a substitute for love? I don't know why I have such a negative view of women. Why I judge them so harshly. I guess I just haven't met a woman who isn't a fucking product of glamor magazine, again going back to my belief about advertisements effect on people. I just want to find something that's real. Everyone should act and live from the heart. Throw your fucking tv out the window, burn your magazines, tell greedy corporations to fuck themselves. They are destroying you. American humanity is dying. Live to love, and love to live.