I am twenty years old and my life is a peice of shit at this moment. I just failed every class at college and lost my job a few days ago. my job was basically the only thing that was keeping me going and that in it self is pathetic. all the friends i had made were from work and most of them i am going to keep in touch with. i havent been happy in almost a year. there have been probably a few weeks of happiness in a span of a year. i failed all my classes because i am just so overwhelmed with worriness and anxiety that i cant study or do anything productive. i worry about my future and i get pissed off at my friends. i always try to help them out listen to what they have to say if they have problems but when i have something they dont have time or just dont care. i dont like to hang out with most of them cause i am not happy anyway. when i lost my job most of them didnt really care too much and didnt offer anything that may make me feel better. my best friend didnt even call me. i guess i may be asking too much from them which is most likely possible. i feel like i am alone most of the time. in the mornings i have no school and i used to go to work in the afternoon but thats gone now. i am an emotional mess. everytime i have a stressful thought or worry my stomach and chest hurts. i went to the school psychologist for a month and it helped alittle but i cant go back cause school has ended. i just want to get my life back on track. i want to do good in school, have a good job, have good friends that i can not only hang out with but trust them and let them know if somethings bothering me. i want to have fun, not be alone and be happy but i dont know where to start and what i need to do in order to do that. i am in so much pain that i cant sit down and watch a movie without worrying and being stressed out.