Hah, life can be a bitch sometimes. You find a person you are not only physically attracted to but mentally as well. And then they are 2.5 hours from you. This is a girl I could easily marry. Smart, pretty, independent. Shes only 20 and she pays for her own cell phone, is a petroleum engineer, manages every cent of her college money. The complete opposite of a whore in almost every aspect about her. She really wants to make this relationship with me work too... but I cant do it. I cant date someone and see them for a day or two every 2 or 3 weeks. Its not fair to my own needs ya know? It drives me bat shit crazy only getting to talk to her on the phone. And she wants to talk on the phone everyday for hours at a time, but fuck I want to see her not conversate over the phone. Ugh, I know this cant and wont work out but damn how I want it to.