i broke up with this guy about 5 months ago...he's got a new gf, im hanging out with other guys, one in particular right now that i think might actually go somewhere. i used to be in love with him like i'd do pretty much anything and i did, we had a tough relationship...well now i guess my problem is this, when we were together we used to talk about fantasies, mastrubate together, etc. on the phone or online when we weren't together, like weekends when i wasn't around. and when we broke up we stopped talking for awhile and then we started again about a little over a month ago and we immediatly started back with the same shit. i mean i like doing it with him, and im pretty sure he likes doing it with me its just that we used to have alot more than that...you know i used to love him he used to love me...he used to care...now its just like w/e...i feel like he just talks to me to get off which is prolly true, when we used to do it when we were together atleast he was mine...but now all i think about is his gf who has pretty much replaced anything i could ever give him...and idk sometimes it makes me feel like shit...when im horny he's all i want...but afterwards he's jstu kinda mean almost to me and its like what am i to him you know? i guess im pressed up between whether i still have someting more for him then this or no? and if he does for me? now i know he prolly doesnt and its not like i wanna restart things i just wonder what all this is about...it jsut hurts sometimes i guess...help?