My life kind of sucks right now. I'm in love with a woman I can't have and it's killing me. She's in a long term relationship of 10 years, she's not married but they do live together and have no kids. I see her every day, work with her every day, and we have a very close personal relationship. I want her more than anything, she's eveything I've always wanted, but I know it will never be. Sometimes I think I'd rather just end this shit and blow my brains out rather than keep going on knowing I'll never be happy. No real point to this thread, just wanted to vent a little bit.