SRS Just tired

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  1. Bella

    Bella New Member

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    Where do you want me baby?!
    I'm just tired of it all. Tired of fighting, tired of making things better with family when I only get dissapointed, tired of making everyone else happy and go out of my way for them and never for me. I have one good friend which if it wasn't for her and one other person I dunno what I would do. I'd never think of suicide or anything like that. I dunno I help everyone and their problems and I"m the understanding one and the one to put it in perspective. I love my brother and I can tell that he's going through some major problems but I cant help him he wont let me. I want the friends I had a year ago but i messed up and lost them and I accept that. I dunno what I'm saying, I'm just tired.
     
  2. dave steel

    dave steel My Kung Fu is the best.

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    Start where you are now, don't look back. Your brother doesn't expect you to fix things. Be a friend to those that you can...Go foward.
     
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    Yup I know the feeling well.
     
  4. CopenKagan

    CopenKagan OT Supporter

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    That's almost exactly what I am going through, execpt my brother left today for 2 years to Denmark and I wasn't there at all to help support him. :hs:

    Lately I have been just finding things to do with my time whether other people approve or not. Mainly I have taken up lifting weights.

    Just do something you like that will make you feel better as a person, don't obsess about what others think of you. Just go out and do something, the past has nothing to give to you.
     
  5. jjwilson1

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    All you can do is be yourself and be kind. You dont have to be a macho man and look cool for everyone. I would suggest to look forward and dont focus on the past or your will miss the moment.
     

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