About 3 months ago I stopped taking an anti-depressant I had taken for about a year and half. I didnt think stopping would be so hard. It was amazing how much it made me less stressed about ANYTHING. NOTE: started taking anti-depressant cus I broke 2 arms Freshmen year, and I became very stressed, with starting high school with 2 broken arms, and I was just an anxious kid. So I was on Zoloft. I had strong confidence with talking to girls and people I didnt know. Socially it made me feel just comfortable as can be. At my old school I was extremely popular, had tons of friends. School didnt stress me out, but the drug (Zoloft) made me not care about it, which got me around Cs and Bs gradewise. My doctor and parents agreed it was time I should stop taking the drug after only a year and a half. I noticed the effects wearing off about 2 weeks I was off the drug. It wasnt so bad, but I definitely didnt feel the same. Also I was starting at a new PUBLIC school (because of a move) so I was pretty physched about that. Now its November, and were well into school, and it fucken sucks. First month was lonely, but what the hell Im new right? 2nd month goes the same. and now here we are. Im sick of eating lunch by myself in my car, it just seems so foriegn to me (I always have had tons of friends). It almost seems like I have lost all my social skills, I used to not care so much about what I said when I was on Zoloft. Sure I have 4 or 5 people I feel comfortable talking with IN class, but thats all. My grades are better, all As maybe 1 B, but this is because I went to a catholic school all my life. Im 17, good looking, junior, never had problems socially, I never thought this would happen to me of all people. I dont wanna not know anyone by the time I graduate high shcool. This is horrible. I feel like getting back on the drug would put everything back together socially. I know it would, but its not that simple. I cant just simply tell my parents I want back on it, that would be so wierd. What the hell should I do?