I just kinda went awol from the world for the last week Now I'm paying for it though I apparently had a job interview with Amtrak two days ago however instead of calling me and saying "hey we wanna schedule an interview" about 15 -20 days ago they mailed me a letter saying be in New Orleans at 10am on Tuesday April 18th for an interview. I also quit my job today, I have just had enough of it all, my last day is approx May 5th or possibly this Friday, depending on how I feel I've spent the last week farming, it rocked! I have a very nice farmers tan, and some peeling skin I've planeted corn fields, disc'ed fields, set corner posts for a new fence, fertilized and planted grass seeds in another few acres, etc. I'm moving home in a few weeks, my credit is shot, bills are behind, I will have no income after the next 2 days to 2 weeks, but life couldn't be better! The beauty in finding yourself isn't the inner peace, it's the beauty of knowing who you are, and what you were meant to to, the inner peace is just it's nice sidekick. I will be moving back in with my dad, and attending college at a junior college for the next year then transfering to a uni closer to home. I've been back in this town less then an hour and what inner peace, and calmness I had found was gone within the first 10 minutes of being back. I didn't realize how unhappy I was with life, with my job, etc. until I just "ran away" for a week. In the words of Alanis Morrissette "...I'm broke but I'm happy... " I can't honestly say that I've been this at peace with myself in such a long time.