I gained a fuckload of weight, am in the best shape of my life, and its still not good enough. I'm still losing out because I fucking look like shit. Nothings going to fix ugly, I'm never going to get a decent bitch back in my stable, no matter how hard I work. I thought I could actually change my shitty life, but I was grossly incorrect. This is the biggest waste of a year, I can't believe I even fucking tried. Thanks for all the help anyway, I know you guys tried to help me out, I'm just too much of an ugly piece of shit to benefit from anything.