just a few days ago, I saw a cousin of mine, and was instantly filled with a desire to see her amazing body completley naked. ok before you jump to conclusion based on the title of this post, before brandishing the seemingly deserving title of "inbred redneck" upon my shoulders, HEAR ME OUT! The reason I am asking this at all is because quite frankly it's bothering me to death. Just.. hear me out. So like I said, a few days ago, I was to go over to my uncle's house on family business. Same old, same old. My uncle recently got married to my new "aunt", whom I am very unfamiliar with, do not know well, and know/ have met absolutley 0% of her family, outside of her. Alright, so I get to my uncle's house, and I step in, and in the living room, I see this amazingly beautiful girl. Awesome chest, same goes for her ass, you know, the whole nine yards of a great looking girl. As with most attractive women I see, I instantly fall under that deep "wow I would really like to get to know and eventually stick my penis in her" fantasy land-dazy-nevergunnahappen-trance-like state, but it's always fun to think about anyway. So I'm kinda there just letting the world buzz by except for looking at this girl, and my aunt comes over and says "Have you met your Cousin?" and points over to this girl that I am just transfixed with. Well that was the only thing that registered in my brain that entire day from my aunt. I started catching glimpses of my cousin bent over and shit later on in the day, and woe and behold, THONGAGE! Wow, like salt in an open fucking wound.. So that's my situation. It's like, you see one of the hottest women you know, you think they are a complete stranger, just another person you would love to have sex with, and WHAM, the next minute, they are your family, and OFF LIMITS YOU SICK PIECE OF SHIT! So, what I wanted to know from all of you, is that was it immoral of me to originally be really attracted to my "cousin" in the wrong ways? I accept that she is my family now and I think differently, but a part of me really agrees with the fact that she is pretty much a total stranger.. a really fucking hot total stranger to be exact.. so I'm kinda caught going 50/50 here. So yeah.. any thoughts? Anyone else ever been in this kind of a dilemma?