ever since i broke up with this one girl 4years ago.... i can NEVER hold a relationship for more than 2months. usually average at about 1month then i either get sick of them or im not that interested anymore. oh yea......and i become a big asshole/jerk to any girl i met too (but it gets me laid more than before) or if im very interested in them, they walk away Anyways, i just got out of a 4.5months relationship....shes a great girl and "truly" loves me and will do anything for me. She already told me she loved me but i didnt (coz i dont). I broke up with her and was HONEST to her and told her that she loves me more than i "CARE" about her. i lost interest and i dont even pursue her anymore. what makes it hard though, it always gets in my head coz shes the ONLY girl that cares this much for me and wonder if im making a mistake for letting her go. i didnt talk to her for week....and i made a mistake by texting her and visiting her at her bar this weekend (i was wayyyyy too drunk and yes, im blaming the alcohol coz i usually can control myself). Anyways, now shes texting me alot and making me feel bad for her coz shes spending thanksgiving alone. Whats wrong with me? What should i do with this situation? honestly, im happier single and live a "worry" free life.