It has been about a month or so, since I broke up with my ex girlfriend. She cheated on me with her ex bf at a party and had sex, she says because she wanted to see if she still had feelings for him. I dropped her that day and still havent talked to her. I stay really occupied I mean really occupied wroking 80 plus hours a week running my business, but I still think about her and it is bothering me. I think sometimes cause I feel lonely and just miss being with someone I connected so well with. She read me like a book and knew me so well I just felt great with her, now that is gone and I cant go back for what she did. Im stilll trying to figure out if I have feelings for her, or more likely just feel lost without that someone I would like to care about? Hopefully I meet some new girls at college next month, but i guess im just more confused on what i need and want in my life.