Idont know if its just that im shy, intimidated, or social phobia, but I think its strange. The more attracted I am to a girl, the more held back I am. So bad, that I cannot be myself, I cannot even smile at them or look them in the eye. Well there is this one I see everyday in class and its driving me insane. Its been like 5 months now and the most I said to her was hi, good morning, etc. Normally I am a very social person, but whenevr I bump into her or even see her, am around her...I get all shrivelled up in a shell and I cant come out. I dont think I have ever been so attracted to a girl ever than her. I want to talk to this girl so bad because Im missing out and shes probably wondering wtf is my problem. Do you think she is? Im sure 100% she is by now. She must think im mental or something. I just bumped into her 10mins ago on the way to class and its too bad my mouth was full of food or I would have smiled, but I couldnt. I just had a wierd smile, but it was gay. OMG, im such a moron. I know im looking too much into this, but you have to wonder by now what she thinks of me.