at one time I really loved this chick with all my heart now things have gone south. We use to be close but now we fight alot we do have fun on occasion but were on rocky terms She's my first gf and I loved her so much. Now the relationship is taking a bad toll on me. Here's the problem once I leave to move were done for good. Part of me doesn't want to let go and it's making me debate the move. I know I can't do this the rest of my life but what do I do suppose I move and I think i made a huge mistake) I just love laying in bed with her and the seldom good times we have are incredible plus she's there for me and I can't be alone what do I do?