This has become a complete emotional distress with me now. My family is wondering why I dont have a GF and havent in god knows how many years (actual relationships that is...girls that I can actually introduce to my folks, one night stands dont count). Everyone is wondering why Im still single. My sisters and bro in laws dont bring it up with me, because they know it really bothers me and depresses me when I think about my lack of love life. My parents for the most part dont bring it up either, but I know (just like my sisters and bro in laws are too) are completely puzzled about whats going on with my love life. Am I ever going to get married? Am I even going to find a real GF for once? Honestly, I know im going to die single. Im never going to find my soulmate, let alone get married and have kids It really makes me tear up inside. I cant tell my family how I feel because I know it would break their hearts knowing how I feel. My mom asked me tonight (for the first time in many years), if I have a GF and I said "no"...and she didnt say much, but I know she really wants to see me find someone special and be happy in life. My parents are getting old (in their 60s) and Im soon 27 (Yikes!), and I know my parents want nothing more than to see me get married and have a soulmate in my life. Im such a loner, I will never have anyone in my life. And now especially going into the Christmas season and new years, this is the time where im the most depressed about my lack of love life. This is the time where im the most depressed about my lack of love life. :cry: Its the same thing every year with me...Im always single and IF i am seeing someone, really its pointless even introducing them to my family at around the holidays because I know one week later, or 2 weeks later the girl and I wouldnt be talking anymore. Anyone else feel the same way as me right now? Ive just had too many harsh breakups and experiences in the past that ive lost faith in being able to find someone real special. I dont want to sound like a whiner, but ive had nothing but bad experiences...Ive become so discouraged now when it comes to meeting women that I dont even engage with most of them. I dont have the ambition that I once did, now..Im just like blah, whatever. Had my heart broken a few times now, and really the only kind of women ive been meeting the last few years is ones who just want my money, car or whatever. The women I usually go for are either not attracted to me or are taken. Its a lose lose for me...always, and always will be. Im going to die single. Im never going to get married or have kids. As much as I want to find someone, its just not going to happen and its become a reality in my eyes.