Hi guys. I have a problem that is really getting me down. I used to smoke a loooooooooot of weed. Well, not a lot in comparison to people I know, but a good 2-3 times a day, which is quite often. At the end of April, I thought to myself "I don't want to become a stoner burnout like some people I know, I need to get out of this." So I decided to take May off as a clensing month. I'm a week into it and I'm just mostly bored of soberity. I have a hobby: music. I wish to produce and play my own album. It's a dream of mine. I want so badly to do it... however, when I pick up my guitar to practise, I usually get bored after 10 minutes and put it away. And inside, it kills me. Because I know the only way I'll become better with an instrument is by practising, and I seem to be even too "ADD" (for lack of a better term) to do that. I'm 19. I'm looking for a job. I dropped out of college in Feb due to me not having enough interest in my program (Marketing) to want to persue it as a career. I plan on going back to school once I find my life calling. But for now, I spend most of my days doing nothing. I see my friends a night a few times a week, but other nights I just waste away in front of this monitor, or I read. I'm really distressed about this. This post was written basically as a vent, as I kidna feel better already by getting this all out. But I do seek advice from you Asylum-guys, you always seem to have good advice I agree with. I don't know if it's a lack of motivation or something else, but I'm really lost.