LGBT I'm BAAAAACCCKKKK!!!!!

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  1. Josey

    Josey New Member

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    I am back!! And there's been some BIG Changes recently for the MUCH BETTER in my life. Lemme see if I can attach a few photo's... You guys know I was 250lbs when I left....I am now between 175-180!!!! If anyone can loan me a bit of space to put up a few pics, I'd love to let ya see da new me. :naughty: Now, I need to go spend a month w/Nova and have him get me ripped... :noes: Plus, and here's the Big news....Ya'll, that know me, and have known me for yrs should SIT DOWN.

    After recently Divorcing, going to Iraq (Which was the best thing I have done), and now that I'm home, have a great Engineering position as a perm Emp. of BJ Services, I met a really sweet gay guy that as we became closer friends, I was able to open up, start trully asking questions, getting answers, and being able to start going to places/clubs, that I could have never been able to do w/out Johns support...more importantly, our relationship became one that for both of us right now, is just something that is once in a lifetime.
    John, became not only my friend, but, I was comfortable enough with him, and while we love each other on a rather deep level, it's not your typical relationship at all. He is at a point where he doesn't want nor could he deal with a typ. monogamous partnership, and I am without a doubt 100% a Bi-sexual man. John was and has been the only so far man, I've been with...but, there aren't the expectations, baggage, etc. like if we were trying to be "Together"....He has let me go at my pace, w/the occasional nudge to get me "Started Going" with exploring this part of me. I do KNOW W/OUT ANY DOUBTS that I can enjoy all the aspects of a "Male/Female" relationship with a man.

    I always knew...truthfully guys I did. But, I could never get that comfort level, or support, or Confidence in me, to persue with no reservations this part of myself. While, yes, I have A LOT of "Finding what I want" in a male relationship, I can honestly say, I have never felt so free. "I do want everyone to know, I'm taking things slow, responsible, and SAFE" Again, this is all been possible because John has been there to help, guide, warn, and Yes...let me comfortably have those 1st's that are so difficult when you are not comfortable. I can say honestly, I feel like I'm me, for the 1st time, I can be me and I could never push this part of me aside again.

    I'm still dealing with things that I have to get over, holding hands, hell, we were cuddling the other night watching a movie (Suprisingly Being behaved, I'm told I am a very "HOT" one in the sack, and I love the entire sexual side and can't get enough...Poor John) and I litterally "Suprised/shocked" him when I did some of the little things that w/women were 2nd nature, I nibbled on his ears......just that simple (And honestly you will say 2nd Nature type of intamate type of thing) is def. something that takes time to build up too...but, everytime I continue my growth I'm given even more satisfaction cause I truly find I enjoy it, and realise deeper and deeper, I have been lying to myself, and wasn't truly happy.

    Ok, Sorry for the long post, but, I need to say thanks to NOVAJOCK, SAM GAMBEEGEE, COCO, GIRL_NEXT_DOOR, MAPLELEAF, MAMORU...ya'll were there when I sheepishly began hanging out, and have been there for me when I needed to talk. Thank you all so much... :hug:
     
  2. Josey

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    LMAO....It was quite a "Uninhibited" post wasn't it? :mamoru:


     
  3. Josey

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    :naughty: :noes: I think you better order an oxygen tank for ya....cause you have no clue what I have found I'm capble of now. :eek3: :eek3: :eek3: :eek3: :eek3:
     
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    Oh, cum on hon, I don't think anyone won't know. :rofl: You're gonna need it to keep up. :naughty: :cool:
     
  5. CoCo

    CoCo ...is a Queer Don!! OT Supporter

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    You better be... Cause you know I'll fly down there an attack you if you don't. :squint:
     
  6. CoCo

    CoCo ...is a Queer Don!! OT Supporter

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    But like I already told ya, slugger, have fun! You have a lot of catching up to do compared to those of us who have always been out.

    Aaaand I already told ya how good your new look is. Work it! (...even though your stockier physic was just as tasty to me, do what makes you happy (and healthy)...)
     
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    Thanks "C"....I'm trying to take things as they come, some things are easier to get past, and some are gonna take some time. I still have to basically live a lie to my family, I did tell my brother cause we are always there for each other, and I trust him not to say anything to anyone I don't want to, or can't tell. I know, I'm happier, more at peace, but, I hope all works out end the end.

    Thanks for everything guys... *Kisses*
     
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    All that matters is that you are happy and at peace. One can't ask for more than that in life.
     
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    GND BBP! OT Supporter

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    :wavey: :run: I'm glad you're back and OMG what a wonderful read that was.

    Where's your location now a days?

    I can host some pics for you!!

    btw me- from 220 currently 165 :) Isn't is a wonderful feeling?!?! :kiss:
     
  10. CoCo

    CoCo ...is a Queer Don!! OT Supporter

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    I got that email, I was just trying to get my dad home today... So now I'm playing nurse (in a non-sexual way...)
     
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    Sam Gamgee Every tool is a weapon if you hold it right. OT Supporter

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    Glad to hear you're doing so well...

    Love you, man... And I'm glad you're finding happiness...

    Congrats on the weight loss too!!!! Great job!!
     
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    NOVAJock Modded & Underrated

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    Get in the back of the line. :squint:
     
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    NOVAJock Modded & Underrated

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    I am definitely happy for you and proud of you for making the changes that you've made in your life. They are not easy changes to make by any stretch of the imagination.

    Definitely enjoy yourself, but ALWAYS play safe.

    Now then.....where are the pics of the new you.:naughty: :naughty: :naughty:
     
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    NOVAJock Modded & Underrated

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    oh yeah, and how ironic that you work for a company called "BJ Services." What exactly do they offer for services?

    :rofl: :mamoru: :mamoru: :mamoru:
     
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    You saw'em...I'll be having some more here soon. :naughty:
     
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    So it is true, you are a nasty bitch. :p
     
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    ML :gfight:NJ

    :rofl:
     
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    BTW :hay: Josey!
     
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    Hey josey congrats from your secret friend I am really glad for you and hope that life will stay good and continue to grow. Be nice and always stay true to yourself.
     
  21. CoCo

    CoCo ...is a Queer Don!! OT Supporter

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    Hmm... :coolugh:
     
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    Hehe...Coco, you're so smart....Yes it's HIM.... I knew it as soon as he said "I'm sticky now"...LMAO
     
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    CoCo ...is a Queer Don!! OT Supporter

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    ...he was referencing something that John actually said...;)
     
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    CoCo ...is a Queer Don!! OT Supporter

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    ...don't make me unsheathe my claws.

    (The closet hasn't had a good fag fight in a while...)
     
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    [Dude that does the voice over on the original Dukes of Hazzard voice]
    I don't know about ya'll but those sound like fightin words to me[/voiceover voice]

    :mamoru:
     

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