SRS "I'll be back"

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  1. livingdeadboy

    livingdeadboy New Member

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    Sit down on the toilet, close the lid of course - wouldn't want to fall through. Put a pill down, break it apart with my debit card. Take another one, repeat... Break it finer, will hurt otherwise.

    Make a tube out of paper... First nostril... Breath... Second Nostril... Breath..

    Go outside, meet your friends and be happy and hyper. Surprise everyone that somehow today you are that diffferent from yourself and not depressed and not overly sensetive...


    This isn't the last time...

    I'll be back...
     
  2. Darketernal

    Darketernal Watch: Aria The Origination =)

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    Is this a wrong placed reply or a post requesting for help? :hsughw:
     
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    Is this like a story? and what pills are you snorting? If you're breaking rocks, then say ur breaking rocks...
     
  4. livingdeadboy

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    A little story, but yeah. I was sober for two days now. thursday i snorted some anti depressants, friday i had smoked salvia.

    Salvia healed me and told me all my problems... The only problem is i am not depressed anymore after it, I just feel down(depressed without a reason)
     
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    Darketernal Watch: Aria The Origination =)

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    Stay out of trouble and don't use any unneccesary medicines when you are sober , and don't start drinking if you have mental problems already. It's poison for the brain.
     
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    MiseryIndex i never know why. i only know who. Moderator

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    sylexia or somethin like that,
    also took ritalin for a while,
    valium didnt do much.
     
  8. eligh

    eligh Go To A Meeting

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    Sounds like you may have a drug problem sir. Feel free to drop by the Road To Recovery forum and do some reading. If you're sick of the drug lifestyle, and ready to get clean, we'll show you a new way of life.

    I've been clean 17 months, and I've never been happier in my life. I've been able to work through personal, social, and mental issues with the help of other recovering addicts. Stop by and check it out, or post a more detailed thread on your story if you want some help!
     

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