Hi guys. I have severely under stress for close to 4 months now. I am 22, out of college and have a great opportunity at my hands. My parents are willing to co-sign me on a loan so I can buy a business. I can't find any for sale and have been searching for almost a year. And I am so stressed. I am living at home and have no friends here anymore. I broke up with my girlfriend of 3 years in November and struggling with huge confidence issues. The days keep going by, and they are going by faster and faster its like the weeks are spinning around my head filled with emptyness. At times I was like god I just want to shoot myself in the head. But when I think it, I think it jokingly but then I start to question myself if I am serious. Am I headed down that road is it just getting that progressively worse? And I think to myself of when you go to the doctor for a check-up and they ask you if you have thoughts of committing suicide if this is the reason. I don't know if i need professional help, I don't even have health benefits. My parents are great and support me financially letting me live here but have basically put me on my own making life decisions and I have asked for help and I get shunned. I am losing my mind living at home and having no business. What are your thoughts?