Well it all started three months ago, when this girl sat right next to me. It was totally normal and like always I was lost in my work when she asked me to work with her. I agree-d, but ever since that day I felt some sort of "click" with her. Eventually she'd sit right next to me everyday, no matter where I would sit, I had a feeling she liked me but then again I am alittle (or very) insecure about my ability to attract women. So usually I find an excuse that she's trying to be friendly or probably wants me to help her out with her work and is using me blah blah. Slowly I started liking her to the point where I think I am going insane. I come home after class and I don't feeling like eating or drinking anything. When I go to class, I can't pay attention for shit anymore. I have no Idea what's going on. Usually she helps me with the work. But it's like my jaw get's sewn shut and my eyes get really watery, and I feel this crazy psycho attraction to her. Sometimes I just wish she would leave me alone but at the same time I can't wait to go to that class every week. (It's a once a week class). Now with all those problems at hand, I get weirder and weirder as days go by, the more I see her, the less I am able to communicate because I am trying really hard to hide my emotions. She is cute but nothing gorgeus, and she's a helpful person but not a saint, but idk why this is happening. She probably has a b/f too, who picks her up and drops her off everyday. Not to mention I am a brownie and she is italian, there is a race difference. The only move (a really weak one) that I have made is ask her afew times if she she'd need help on the lab afterwards, but she gave me her e-mail. What should I do now? I don't think I will ever have the courage to tell her anything, because she drives me crazy. This is also hurting other aspects of my life, I no longer have interest in any other woman on the planet. We do not talk much either, I used to talk but now i just say yea no and ask a question or two. Then it's awkward silence. Not to mention it's effecting my health and social life. I don't play any games or go out much anymore, on weekends I just want to sleep now. When i study i started thinking about her too.