Of this pit of depression that i was in. I just got thrown back into it. Again. Just recently I have been rejected by this one girl that i really like a lot and it's just i can't stop thinking about her. Sadly i took a song originaly by someone else and modified it to fit me kind of except some parts Some days I sit, starin' out the window Watchin' this world pass me by Sometimes I think theres nothin' to live for I almost break down and cry Somtimes I think I'm crazy I'm crazy, oh so crazy Why am I here, am I just wasting my time? But then I see that girl Suddenly I'm not crazy It all makes sense when I look into her eyes Somtimes it feels like the world's on my shoulders Everyone's leanin' on me Cuz sometimes it feels like the world's almost over But then she comes back to me People make jokes, cuz they don't understand me They just don't see my real side I act like shit don't phase me, Inside it drives me crazy My insecurities could eat me alive But then I see that girl Suddenly I'm not crazy It all makes sense when I look into her eyes With that I told her that it was for her. At least she doesn't hate me but I just can't stop thinking about how much i love her. I let her know and she just won't understand it. I need something to do because now the depression isn't the problem but forgetting her in that way is the impossible problem.