SRS I want to go back to an OA meeting, but in too embarrassed.

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  1. polishillusion

    polishillusion New Member

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    Talk some fucking sense into me. I want to go back to an Overeaters anonymous meeting, but I am being a puss and putting it off. I am not in any way emphatically connected with myself, and I am starting to loathe myself.

    The scary thing is that I have a meal plan that I have only broken once in its entirety, and it has been over a month now, and I STILL am dragging my feet and suffering from meal to meal at times. I just can not stop thinking about 'XYZMEAL" I am going to eat in exactly XYZ minutes. Its fucking INSANE.
     
  2. swordfish

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    Take up a hobby get outside and walk a couple miles a day life is not about food and i sure don't pity the people who don't make an effort
     
  3. polishillusion

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    wtf is this shit? :rofl:
     
  4. O'Fuck

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    I thought I was on the general board for a minute.

    'Hey man, just stop using drugs. I don't have a problem with drugs so you shouldn't either. We all have identical brains and chemical balances, so what works for me naturally will work for you.'
     
  5. O'Fuck

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    I have no good advice for you. With me, I just have to literally force myself to do the things that are best for me.

    Just get in the car and go :hs:

    Hopefully someone will have some decent advice.
     
  6. polishillusion

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    Ah, fuck it. I went to two meetings already. Last nite and tonight, just trying different groups out.
     
  7. O'Fuck

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    I may need to find a new meeting spot soon.

    I already know everyone's stories by heart :o
     
  8. polishillusion

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    Hmmmmm..... I dunno if that is good or bad. New blood is good, but not a goal for me.
     
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    I'm the same way with pretty much everything in my life. :o
     
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    Since you've had some success, why not go to the meeting with the idea of helping someone else instead of looking to get something for you. Maybe in the process of talking that through you'll end with a breakthrough b/c you're not looking for one.
     
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    you're new around here, so maybe you can come back. The smod powers that be will decide. :wavey:
     
  13. O'Fuck

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    :werd:

    From what I hear at meetings, thats one of the best methods.
     
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    Banned.
     
  15. O'Fuck

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    Thats like asking a rabbit whether or not he'd like a carrot :mamoru:
     
  16. polishillusion

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    That is great for me, since I am going to be a Social Worker. It is good practice. I am going for me and them. Mostly me at this time though.
     

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