Just in one of those moods I guess. I want somebody to just beat the shit out of me with one of those huge thick studded belts (you know the ones, 2" wide with studs 3 - 5 high and running the length of the belt). I want the welts, I want to feel the dimples in my flesh, the long rows of metal biting into my skin to leave their mark for hours. Beat me until I am fucking bleeding, then beat me some more, lacerate my flesh, leave me scabbed and bruised Let me stand unbound, unmoving, and silent. Try your best to make me move, to make you stop, or to make me scream. I will return none of the satisfaction you are giving me. With every time you hit me, I want the blood to spray off, to cover your flesh in what gives me life, I want you to taste what you are doing to me, and I don't want you to stop, for any reason. If you think I've had enough, I will break my silence, and force you to continue, until I say I've had enough. If you tire, then you will be punished, and I will beat you with the bloodied belt, and every scream, every flinch, will bring each one harder and harder upon your flesh.