I took a step back today and realized that I might love myself too much. My extreme excitement over the new shirt really made me realize that I may suffer from narcissism… Apparently 1% of the population is narcissistic so I am not alone. I have tons of artifacts of my obsession with myself… In my research on narcissism I found that we are preoccupied with suicide….that is not the case with me though. Why would I want to kill off the best thing this world has going for it? Does anyone else suffer from this? It makes it really hard for me to socialize with people because I truly believe that I am better than everyone...and if I find someone who I think rivals my greatness than I crave their attention. Although this rarely ever happens. Oh...and I have incredibly high standards when it comes to girls. I will only sleep with girls who I think are worthy of having my child because I would hate to waste my genes on a lesser person / family.