Some memories from the summer with me and my gf: A "sleepover" we had which I can't explain but which was somehow very nice because we had a lot of time on our hands and could just hang out w/ each other without worrying about all the shit we had to do. An entire week when she was cold and brooding. Also when we went to the movies together ... one in particular, it was a kid's movie yet managed to be a very romantic experience for her, and for me too. The decrease in her affection towards me, contrasting with the increase or at least maintenance of my affection towards her. The realization that it would be best if we became single when she got to college. Awesome, satisfying sex. I'm beginning to resent my gf for her emotional ups and downs. She does more than enough to hold onto me for the moment despite the fact that she's unstable and trying to figure out what she wants. But, I feel like my chain has been yanked, and maybe I let it get yanked, and that I may have lost some respect in the process. (I'm sure DiggityDogg will have sth to say about that). Perhaps this is just pride that I should look past. At any rate there is some resentment here.