I was diagnosed with depression. I started taking various anti-depressants with little to no real result in the face of breaking up with my g/f. I started on cymbaltra, 90mgs and it helped a LITTLE, not sure how much but I did notice if i missed a day, I got way worse. So me and my ex started going out, and I noticed or felt rather ,that the drugs didn't help me. so I planned on talking to my psych about getting off them. well, my g/f starting acting wierd, and I became very...shitty. I panicked, broke up with her, quit my meds and tried to kill myself all in the same day. Now, 4 days later with my pills in flushed down the toilet, I wonder if I should take them again becuase I am not totally sure, but I feel worse than ever, but it could just be heartache.... I know youa re not doctors, but some of you might have experienced something like this. I can't see my psych for a little while so I need to know if I should refill my prescription or just try cognitivie therapy as my new counselor suggests. (although she isn't against drugs, she just views my problem as a thinking problem and possibly not a chemical imbalance) but I do have phsycial symptoms resulting from my "thinking problem" so I don't know....I"m just scared, and depressed, and I want to be happy. I have flirted with st johns wort, but I will give that up for cymbaltra.