Of all the mornings to oversleep, why today? I had a 9 AM appointment to talk to my lawyer about the house. Usually if you do something a few days later it makes no difference because the divorce process is so slow. But I feel like I've started a chain reaction. The bank is threatening to foreclose on Nov. 1, my idiot wife refuses to make a payment on the mortgage (now three months late), and I needed to tell my lawyer to tell her lawyer that she has to pay the past due amount or the bank will foreclose on the house. Once it goes into foreclosure, I'm fucked. It's not the money that I might get from selling the house, because I already owe so much money anyway it makes no difference to me. The problem is that I will look like shit in a final divorce because they will blame me for letting the house go into foreclosure. There's also the practical effects, namely that my wife will continue to live in her McMansion for a few more months until the bank takes the house. Then she will have a hard time renting an apartment because she will have a foreclosure and eviction on her record, and then she will move in with her parents in Texas, which means my three children will be living in a pig sty. I am such a stupidfuck! I have plenty of Valium; why didn't I take one last night at 8 PM or so? Why the fuck did I have to stay up until 5 AM? (browsing OT to boot) Someone please smack the shit out of me, I deserve it.