Deep inside my heart, I know that I am going to succeed in life and accomplish all my goals. But, at the same time, I feel like there's all this energy inside me that is not being put to use. I feel as if I am not using myself to my full potential. It's very hard to explain. It's like, all this energy that I have to do good things with is not being put to use. I guess that right now, I just don't know how to use it. I have only started to feel good about myself in the last couple years. Within the last couple years, I have set up a blueprint for my life and have set up numerous goals that I believe I can truly achieve. But, as of right now, I just don't know how to use my energy. Also, I think that sometimes I don't try hard enough with some things. For instance school. I definitely don't try hard enough in school, but I still get very, very good grades. Especially the last 4 semesters. I don't even know what the point of this thread is. I guess I just wanted to say how I was feeling right now. I hope I can soon unleash all the power within me. But, wouldn't I then be reaching self actualization (of Maslow's Hierarchy of Needs)? Ugh. What a weird (yet good) concern/problem to have.