This is really pathetic but i just cant seem to get over my ex. i dated her for about a year and things didnt go well at all. she broke up with me but we still talked once in a while. after about a year she wanted to get back together again, which was a few months ago, and i said okay .i kind of got back together because i had no one else. all my friends said no dont go back.. so basiclly i killed the relationship by barely talking and not hanging out. at this point i havent talked to her in a month and i miss her all the time. I keep regretting the fact that i killed the relationship and that she is probably not going to talk to me again. the thing is i only dated 2 girls in the past year and that lasted to only a few dates. She was my first as well. I just keep thinking about her, where she is, how is she doing..and i think its pathetic. i wake up every morning with this sick feeling and i want to call her but at the same time i need to just let it go. I keep saying to myself that there is more girls out there but i havent done too well in finding someone else. I also have major exams for the next month so i am basically not going to be going out for the next month and i will be just studying. THis is scaring me too because when i am alone i cannot stop thinking about her. i wont be able to go out and meet anyone new. I really just want to stop caring and move on. I want to forget her and not be infatuated with her.