My life is so dull and boring. I feel a quarter of my life so far has been lost in depression and anxiety (I am 21). I have been dealing with this since high school. Right now my situation is that I am living at home. I don't have friends. I haven't had a single friend since 4 years. I am taking medication. I binge on fast food to make myself feel better. I am 30 lbs. overweight and have poor posture. I like some things like politics, events. But I have never really discovered what I like and what appeals to me. I haven't had the chance to explore my interests. I spend too much time on the computer...because I don't have anything to do, so I try to stay online and talk to people... I guess its a social outlet. I am in a comfort zone right now. I don't think my father will support me after a year. He is upset with me. The thought of this doesn't bother me. Sometimes I wish he would just kick me out of the house. I know how to get better. I just don't have the motivation to make all the things that I stated above right. I need some good step by step advice. After some recent self analysis.... I think I dream too much and do too little. I aim to be perfect and for ex. stop eating fast food suddenly one day but it never happened till now.