A few weeks back my relationship ended with someone I loved so much. I loved this girl even though she had her faults and I knew she wasn't the perfect one for me. We fought a lot and she's a selfish girl and can be immature at times. She broke it off and I've been begging her to come back and she asked me to give her 3 months. I just can't stay away without missing her and keep breaking my promise to leave her alone for 3 months. So much shit runs through my mind and I start thinking about her seeing someone new. She said she would start trying to put herself out there since she feels old (30) and that she can't guarantee we'll be back together after 3 months. I want her back so bad but I know my odds are so low. It's just I don't know how to move on. I've been having anxiety attacks or something because of all this emotional drain. oh and i also know she does think about me even though she's hurt and tells me she hates me. I found out she was trying look me up on facebook when she accidently put my email address to search for me but instead ended up doing the invite a friend.