I would like to share my life with you, in I hope a short post. It's basically the same spat along with everyone else with problems similar to mine. I feel that I am ugly (If you want pics, let me know) inside and on the outside. This generated both social isolation and a feeling of depression along with other factors. Other factors, like being the quiet one has made a huge impact in my life. For as long as I can remember, I've always been like this.. moving from school to school, just not trying anything in life anymore. I basically just disconnected myself from life for a good while and now there's a huge gap between me and socializing with others. If you ever see me in real life, all you have to do is spot the kid with the headphones on walking alone down the street or sitting in a dark corner. The kid that you think would most likely hang himself in a number of days. That's the way that I am.. I can be happy sometimes yeah, but it's something I'm not used to anymore. Today, I feel depressed as usual. I'll probably go to work (small part-time job) early and just sit till' work starts. I'll just sit and probably sob.