I've always had it in for this one guy since first semester of school (it's past second semester now and summer break). He was my best friend and we madeout once and he had told me it meant nothing. I was heartbroken, but I didn't let that effect our friendship. Second semester he decided not to come back and since we keep in touch really we talk at least twice a week. Well he literally told me that he never planned on telling me how he really felt because I kinda shot him down for any other physical stuff (I don't do that stuff unless I'm dating you). Apparently he reciprocated my feelings and like so whatever, he lives in another state so there's nothing we can do about it. well I always e-stalk him once and a while and I found out that he kinda had this thing with a girl, but that I guess they didn't really get together or anything. So I thought it was okay to flirt with him again. We did some HARDCORE flirting and i don't want to go into detail about it, but lets just say it could be regrettable. Even though i know he likes me to some extent, I can't help but think that he will never like me the way I like him and it kills me inside. I can never just trust anyone. :hsr::hsr:I just want to move away and never come back.