We just decided to make out just for teh fun of it. Neither of us really feel anything non sexually towards eachother. At first glance its pretty harmless right? So we did it now i feel like dogshit. I always thought myself to be a respectful 'nice guy' wouldnt wouldnt use a girl just for sex. Not only that, it just wasnt that much fun. Kissin and groping just doesnt have the attraction if you dont actually feel anything toward the person. At one point she looked at me and said 'i guess we are fondle buddies now'. I swear when she said that my dick almost went soft. This just makes me question myself in so many ways. Have I been living like a hyprocryate all there years believing myself to be someone who wouldnt do that never realizing that as soon as the chance (with a hot girl) came allong all those beliefs would dissapear? Or do these feelings just confirm that i'm not that kinda person? (to put in perspective) i'm 18, sophmore in college.