And today I feel terrible about it. My judgement just totally went out the fucking window and I almost fucked myself again. An old friend from high school called me up and asked if I wanted to hagn out. I proposed that we go out for a beer. I said to myself and I also told him that I'm not going to drink that much because I'm the one driving. Anyway we go out to a few bars, we go to one bar and meet up with some people. I start talking to them a little bit, I drink 1 more beer and I ran to the bathroom and puked my brains out. Some nights I can drink all night, other nights I drink 6-7 beers and I get the spins and start puking. Anyway they were all cool people but I feel like I totally made as ass out of myself. At the end of the night I was pretty drunk and I dropped my friend off and I drove myself home. I don't really remember the drive, but I do remember that I was swirving while driving. I could of gotten a DUI or killed someone. It just freaks me out because I thought I learned my lesson by now. I thought I had control of myself and I knew right from wrong but last night proves otherwise. Today I feel like i'm in control again, but what the fuck happend last night? I mean if it happened, then that means it could happen again, and it could happen randomly. I'm just shaken up that I made such a dumbass decision and embarrased myself after I thought I was done with my whole "irresponsible" phase. God damn. Any opinions?